Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-06-06T15:34:00

2005-06-06T22:56:51Z

hummmm...dana did this....so yea.....i'll do it....lol

THREE NAMES I GO BY:
1. Julia
2. Julia Christi
3. JJ & Jules
THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD:
1. I've only had two and the 1st one was gay
2.
3.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes
2. hair lol
3. boobs/ass lol..no i dunno

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my gross stomach
2. my gross legs
3. my gross face lol

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. French
3. Croatian (50% yea baby!)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. spiders
2. being alone for the rest of my life
3. Sr. MarcyAnn

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1.Makeup
2.Music- lol Pussycat Dolls "Don't Cha"
3.Friends and Fam

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. pink skirt
2. black tank top
3. ummm socks lol I don't like being barefoot...hate feet lol

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. ummm I dunno
2.
3.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Pussycat Dolls 'Don't Cha'
2. Shakria 'La Tortura'
3. Howie Day 'Collide' :\

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. aww umm.... caring
2. love
3. compassion lol

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I wanna find a really sweet and really cute b/f lol (truth)
2. I can totallty be a dumb blonde..all the time (def truth)
3. Sometimes I feel like I can never be good enough (truth...I couldn't think of a lie..i'm not a good lier)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. oh wow...what doesn't appeal to me??!lol 1st thing I notice..face and bod lol
2. fashion secnce but thats not physical...hummm eyes
3. personality

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. lol ummm shopping
2. dancing
3. swimming
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. take off all of my clothes and jump into the neighbor's pool....its soo hott..i'm j/k..of course lol
2. loose weight
3. dance

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Teaching (little kids)
2. Fashion Merchandizing (lol I can't even spell it)/buyer
3. everything....

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Cali....I LOVE Cali!
2. Europe...Italy..France..Croatia
3. Bahammas...Toronto....Washington D.C

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. aw i love kids! hummm I Dunno.....
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. find true love
2. have kids
3. travel...

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY/GIRL:
1. ummm very girly....I think that covers it
2.
3.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Goran Visnjic (Dr. Luca Kovach from 'ER'...hes Croatian...and soo hott)
2. Elivs lol....
3. wow...so many...can't think of them....
THREE ROLE MODELS:
1. My siters
2.
3. Marilyn Monroe lol
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. ummm Amanda
2. Cara
3.

gijewelz15 @ 2005-06-06T15:13:00

2005-06-06T22:31:21Z

ok guys! guess what I'm updating! Its been forever!!!!! But I have some good stuff to talk about.....I had a good day today

hummmm where do I start?....

bus roundup.....oh wow....hummm I saw Cody..he was lookin all ghetto and he broke his arm! awww! ummm oh yea..I def saw Dan Dinsmore lol hes pretty hott now!

homeroom- wow I love homeroom with Amanda, Cara and Emily....and how I always talk about boys....homeroom makes my day

religion- awww it was out last actual day of religion (cause tomorrow we have a test)...wow I loved those classes....Besch is the best lol

Chem- I actually understand what we're doing...whats wrong with me?

Spanish- test was pretty easy

Oh I had my last day of gym with actual physical fitness...we played kickball....out kickball games are sooo intense.....I actually caught the ball once..i think....and then I went to kick the ball and totallty missed it and then when the girl behind me threw it back to the ball thrower person she hit me in the face lol. And Ms. A continues to make fun of me...but you know what thats ok cause I feel bad for her...shes so unfortunate looking......oh yea and who could forget my and Chelsea's spanking wars....She hit my leg so hard..her hand print was there for hours...but I got her good on the back of her leg...I love you Chelsea

History- wasn't that bad

hummm then after school I went Jeepn' it with Christina...I love her and her car....we were blasting our Madonna CD...only we would blast Madonna....so we went by Joes and played 'Like A Virgin'...hummm we went to her house to see if Jesse was home so we could take him out with us..but we didn't see him....We saw her sister and she had the GI YEarbook! O M G!!! I was sooooo excited....so we looked at it for a few min....everyone looks so cute!...well not everyone..certain people....but don't worry girls def bringing it to school!!! lol

So then we dropped Carmella off so she could go babysit..and we went to McDonalds to pick up some food for her. So as we were going there I was like OMG maybe we'll see Cody (cause he workds there and everything)...so we walkin in....and there he was! So we talked...I asked him what he did to his arm and he said 'I broke it' ...no shit Cody..your arm is in a cast..of course you broke it!...oh and I also noticed that his pants zipper was open...why I was looking down there I dunno....well I do...but its not what you think. So he went to the drivethru window and we ordered ( I got a Fruit and Yougert Parfait...mmm it was so good! lol) so then i comes out again..we talk a little..and leave.....we sat in the car..ate and then my new fav song comes on...'Don't cha' by the Pussycat Dolls...so we were like OMG! and we looked so cute in her jeep w/ the windowns down blasting the song..so when we drove out we went out from the drive-thru windo and there he was again...so I waved....he was porb like 'wow...that Julia...shes soo hott' lol

Then I went home...watched some of the Strong Man Competition on ESPN with my dad....went up stairs...danced around in my room.....got changed....danced a little more...and now I'm here typing this.....what an eventful day!

well....maybe I'll think of more to write later.....
I better be getting some comments for this!

<3
Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-05-17T17:12:00

2005-05-18T00:14:59Z

Stole this from Cara....

What time are you starting this? 7:45 Name? Julia Christi
Nicknames? JJ...Jules...JC...girly girl etc...
Date of birth? October 16th
Sex? female
Eye color? Blue
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 15
Pets? nope...:(
Hair color? Blonde!
Piercings? 2
Favorite foods? ummmm chicken salads....strawberries..pineapple...chocolate
Ever been to Africa? nope
Been toilet papering? no lol
Love someone so much it made you cry? yea....
Been in a car accident? a few
Croutons or bacon bits? hummm depends
Favorite day of the week? Friday
Favorite resturant? iToro! ..and a few places in D.C....amazing
Favorite flower? Roses
Favorite sport to watch? ummm i dunno
Favorite drink? Pelligrino
Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate..or a twist in a cone w/ rainbow sprinkles
Warner Bros. or Disney? umm i dunno
Favorite fast food restuarant? humm..i like the chrispy chicken salads from Mc Donalds
Carpet color in your bedroom? umm white-ish
How many times did you fail your driver's test? havent taken it yet
Whom did you get your last email from? my sister
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? umm...GAP, Nordstrums, Macy's etc...
What do you do most often when you are bored? go online,talk to my friends, watch movies etc.
Most annoying thing to say to me? umm i dunno
Bedtime? whenever
Favorite TV show? Degrassi, ER, Real World, Fashion Shows
Last person you went out to dinner with?: the fam
Been out of country? yup...Canada...and Bahammas
Believe in magic? sometimes
Ford or Chevy? umm what?...Lexus..maybe
listening to right now? Elvis
Have you ever failed a grade? nope
Do you have a crush on someone? umm kinda
Do you have a bf/gf? no...:(
If so, what is their name? .......
How long have you been together? ...
what are you wearing: my cute pink pj pants and a black shirt
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? yea lol
Do you drink? nope....not really
Are you ghetto? very....lol def not
Are you a player? umm no
What are your favorite colors? Pink!, Black, purple
What is your favorite animal? Dog
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? no I'm always the one kicking ass...lol no def not
Who do you talk to most on the phone? Dana, Michelle, Erin, my sisters
Have you ever been slapped? umm prob
Do you get online a lot? def
Are you shy or outgoing? both..depends
Do you shower? yes
Do you hate school? not really...kinda....well i can't wait for summer
Do you have a social life? yes...kinda...could be better
How easily do you trust people? pretty easy
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? umm prob
Would you ever sky dive? def
Do you like to dance? ALL THE TIME
Have you ever been out of state? lots!Do you like to travel? all the time
Have you ever been expelled from school? nope
Have you ever been suspended from school? no
Do you want to get out of your hometown? kinda...
Are you spoiled? pretty much
Are you a brat? i don't think I am
Have you ever been dumped? ummm no def not
Have you ever gotten high? no lol
you like snapple? the strawberry-kiwi kind
Do you drink a lot of water? OMG yea...I buy the 24 packs of bottled Poland Springs..drink those like crazy...and i drink a lot of Pelligrino and Perrier
What toothpaste do you use? umm i dunno...what ever the parents buy
Do you have a cell phone? ugh..don't ask
Do you have a curfew? not really
Who do you look up to? my sisters
Are you a role model? I try to be
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? once
What name brand do you wear the most? GAP lol
What kind of jewelry do you wear? I always wear the silver pinky ring my dad bought me..never take it off...but I'll only wear silver or white gold....def no gold, hate it......
What do you want pierced? lol
Do you like takin pictures? yea..love photography
Do you like gettin your picture taken? All the time! as long as my hair and makeup is good....i love getting my pic taken
Do you have a tan? umm kinda lol
Do you get annoyed easily? kinda
Have you ever started a rumor? nope..don't think so
Do you have your own phone or phone line? don't wanna talk about it
Do you have your own pool? no :(
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? neither lol j/k umm i dunno
Do you have any siblings? yea..two sisters
Have you ever been played? prob, I'm pretty gulliable
Have you ever played anyone? i don't think so
Do you get along with your parents? most of the time
How do you vent your anger? talk i guess
Have you ever ran away? no
Have you ever been fired from a job? nope lol
Do you even have a job? no
Do you have a lot of ex's? no def not
Do you run your mouth? sometimes :/ What do you want a tattoo of? I'm thinkin about it
What do you have a tattoo of? nothing
What does your most recent crush look like? :)
Have you ever been bitched out?umm no
Are you rude? nope..i hate rude people
What was the last compliment you recieved? hummm i love compliments.......
Are you flexiable? def..I'm a dancer....lol
What is your heritage? German, French, and Croatian
What is your lucky number? 5 and 15
What does your hair look like right now? umm i just kinda threw it up
Could you ever be a vegetarian? umm prob...well no def not..i kinda tried that already lol
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? OMG i'd never do anything not blonde lol
Would you ever date someone younger than you? prob not
Would you ever date someone older than you? of course!
How many rings until you answer the phone? 2 or 3
Have you ever been skinny dipping? lol no
When was the last time you went on a date? ......
Do you look more like your mother or father? people say i look like my mom.. but i dunno
Do you cry a lot? yes lol
Do you ever cry to get your way? depends
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? depends
Are you the romantic type? yes.of course :\
Have you ever been chased by cops? no
When did you have your first crush? ummmm when i was really little.....longest one started in about kindergarden..(he was in 5th grade) and i still kinda like him..lol...but ummm 4th 5th i dunno
When was the last time you threw up? a while ago
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? o0o0 gotta love the dark hair...but I'm also crazy about blondes lol
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? no not really...I'm not slutty
What size shoe do you wear? 8
How are you feeling right now? sucky
When was the last time you were at a party? while
What is one of your good qualilties? ummm I dunno....what are they?Would you marry for money? ummm .......If I liked him and he had a lot of money it would be great..but I'm a firm believer of loving a person for who they are...i love love
What do you drive? nothing yet...
When was the last time you cried in school? ummm can't remember
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? no. lol
What kind of music do you like? lots...anything fun and anything you could dance to
ever bungee jump? nope
Would you ever join the army? no!
If you were to die today, what would you do? anything I could do
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b? that I love them
Do you like to party? yea
Hearts or broken hearts? hearts
Moons or stars? stars ...I love looking up at the stars all the time....
Coke or pepsi? pepsi
Favorite scent? umm I love Burberry Brit and Chanel Madmemouseile (wow i can't spell)...but for guys i LOVE the Armani stuff..GIO I think...

Favorite band? lots
How many languages can you speak? ummm 2 and parts of 3
What time are you finishing this? 8:15 lol

<3 comment ....tell me what you think about me maybe...make me feel better lol

Latley I'm just feeling like nomatter what i do I'll never be good enough for anyone

gijewelz15 @ 2005-05-09T15:29:00

2005-05-09T22:30:06Z

Hey...I could write a lot...but I don't feel like it..so i think I'll just put this up...stole it from someone...do it......

am i...
- am i cute?
- am i pretty?
- am i crazy?
- am i lovable?
- am i funny?
- am i annoying?
- am i psycho?
- am i daring?
- am i a good person?

would you...
- would you hug me?
- would you miss me if i was gone?
- would you kiss me?
- would you make out with me?
- would you listen to my problems?
- would you be a good friend?
- would you be my best friend?

would you ever...
- would you ever go out with me?
- would you ever do it again if you already have?
- would you ever marry me if you could?
- would you ever make out with me in a cemetery?
- would you ever make out with me in the rain?
- would you ever cuddle with me?

if you could...
- if you could give me a new name, it would be?
- if you could do one thing with me, it would be?
- if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be?
- if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go?

just a few questions...
- what do you love about me?
- what do you hate about me?
- what is my best quality?
- if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
- what is your honest opinion about me?
- what would you do if i sang out of tune?
- what song reminds you of me?
- do i remind you of any characters on tv?
- have you ever had a dream about me?
- do you think i'm a virgin?
- if you just met me, how old would you guess i am?
- am i huggable?
- if you could give me anything, what would it be?
- if you could promise me anything, what would it be?

personal...
- am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, gorgeous etc.?
- if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?
- when we first talked, what were your thoughts?
- if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what would you tell them?
- what are my faults?
- what are my strengths?
- do you wish we were closer?
- why aren't we closer

gijewelz15 @ 2005-05-03T18:59:00

2005-05-04T02:16:25Z

well...I decided to update......hummmmmm...
Chem- had lab today..pretty funny....I think Sr. Mara might just hate me...sometimes
Spainsh-sooooooooo boring
Math- stressed me out..Tirella goes so damn fast

Gym-..oh gym....where do I start...well we played kick ball...Stephanie kicked the ball (this all happened in like slow motion lmao) it went up really high, hit the beam on the cieling and dropped super fast and hit Chelsea on the head! lol! it made my week..sorry Chelsea..it was just so funny. Oh and then Ms. A tells me that our class is made up of a bunch of misfits...yea well shes one to talk. I pretty much don't like her.
History- def made me stressed out! I hate Sr. Marcyann's tests!

ummm I was going to go to the GI vs. Joes varsity and jv lacrosse games today...but i ended up not going..and I've been looking forward to this day for like 2 weeks now...crap

Oh yea got my report card, it was doeinately depressing. I've realized that I can never be good enough....I'f def dissapointed..I thought I did a lot better...damn it...so i cired for a while about that and some other stuff goin through my head....

Because I was feelin down and pretty sad I got a Happy Meal from Mc Donalds..screw eating healthy, I deserve some crap cause i've been eating pretty good for a while....yea it was good...gotta love the Chicken Mc Nuggets w/ honey!....def can't have them w/ out the honey....ugh! i got some in my hair today..i guess while i was eating....yea I had to wash it out..it sucked

ummmmmm yea dunno what else to write...have a headache and I'm really tired...I'll write more later!

<3

gijewelz15 @ 2005-04-30T18:36:00

2005-05-01T01:37:30Z

o0o I like this Lifehouse 'You and Me' song

.....i was thinking it the show called 'Sex and the City' or 'Sex in the City' i dunno.......

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-04-30T18:08:00

2005-05-01T01:33:50Z

Well, you guys are gonna be quite surprised! I decided to start writing in here more often! lol

Well first I just have to say that I LOVE this song 'Collide' can't get enough of it! I'm also liking 'Holla Back Girl' lol

anyway....A lot has happened since I wrote in here like a billion years ago.

Today was ok...woke up at 11 watched the movie 'Drive Me Crazy'it was cute..then i can't remember what happened, but I ate lunch and watched Moulin Rouge and after that I actually worked out! I'm pretty proud of myself! I'm tryin to loose weight so hopfully i'll stick to something
My workout today:
-Windsor Pilates workout DVD
-rode the workout bike for 10 min (went 2.5 miles and burned 70 cals)
-used my 3lb.weights lol
-15 (girl) push-ups, 20 sit ups lol
-crunches 15 normal, 15 left, 15 right, 15 w/ legs up,15 norm
and 30 of this other crunch-ish thing
Hell Yeah! lol

....schools been good think I might make honor roll for 3rd quarter!!!!

OMG i'm eating the best Chicken Ceasar Salad rite now and I'm dirnking some Pelligrino..one of my new favs! its really good!

Latley I've been thinking how great my friends are! I'm so glad I'm going to SHA because I have the best freinds ever!
-like when I was doing my gazillion math correctins on the last day of the
quarter and needed to get them in by the end of the day and I was totallty
stressing and during health calss (my fav class lol) Chelsea and Amanda
were actually helping me when they could have just told me i was stupid for
waiting till the last min...and thats when i really started to think about how
great my friends were
I dunno what I'd do without you guys! I <3 all of you!

hum.......I dunno what else to write I'll think of more later!

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-03-16T16:40:00

2005-03-17T01:05:32Z

Wow.......I think I'm gonna write in here......I dunno why cause nobody ever looks at it...but w/e Leave Comments guys! lol

hummmmmm where do I start?!

I'm sick..AGAIN!!!...It sucks! And my jaw is all screwed up and crap..they think I have some TMJ like thing....it hurts when I have to open my mouth a lot...like to eat and stuff...yea don't really wanna talk about it anymore lol

well...today was a pretty good day! Totallty wish I could have slept longer... School was ok....Chem test was so0o0o0o hard! Spanish quiz was ok..OMG we're watching 'Dirty Dancing Havanah Nights' in Spanish class! cute movie! Art was great..Besch was our sub. lol Kristina Pelligrino is like one of the most unintentionaly funny people I've ever known lol shes great..so random....I love my art table: me, Krissy, Maria Emiliani, Trish, and Carly.....ggod times. Lit. was very depressing, we read a story about the Holocaust..its so sad..and to think that that Really happened..its horriable. Health test! Woah! 100 questions.....she never teaches anything and she gives us this semi-hard test...it was ok though...kinda common sense.

Drove Dana home today..we went to TOPS too...no hott guys there today :( oh and do I have some hott guy stories...I'll save them for later... lol

OMG get this.....this weekend I went to my mom's school's (shes a teacher there) auction thing...I help out and stuff..its ok. But every year theres tickets to Graceland and I get so excited and always wanna win it. Well I never won it. and this weekend while I was there I happened to tell this girl who my mom taught how much I wanted those tickets...and her family actually won them! So today my mom comes home...and she has this thing that says Graceland on it..and a note from this girls mom 'Garbielle (however you spell her name lol) told me how much Julia wanted to win these'....how sweet! They gave them to me! I still can't believe it! Its so nice! I hardly know these people and they actually thought of giving them to me! wow...how sweet! I've always wanted to go to Graceland (but my dad never wanted to go to Tenn.) yea...I'm an Elvis fan...I'll admit it! lol I've been an Elvis fan since 3rd grade.... and I do have some Elvis stuff lol (swinging hip clock...) hes hott lol How exciting though! We're gonna go over the summer! Anyone wanna come w/? lol wow....still can't believe it........ yea I know, I'm a loser!

I'm outta things to write...I'll update later gotta go do some h/w

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-02-28T19:24:00

2005-03-01T03:36:58Z

WoW, what an interesting day.....

Homeroom was the usual....talking about boys with Amanda..and Emily

ummm Chemistry...yea Sr. Mara is def weird...she had us pray for some boy from Mexico who was born with out a penis and hes like having surgery in a week....kinda feel bad for the poor boy....but Sr. Mara said it like a million times...shes weird

I wanted to like kill myself during Spanish and Math..sooooooooo longgggg!

The whole day I was stressed out about my History Test because Sr.Marcyann never really taught the 2 chapters, finished them, or told us anything about the test....and then she lets us use our notes! But it was still pretty hard.

OMG lunch was horriable...Anna farted...omg the worst ever...almost died....so0o0o gross!

During study hall Chelsea practically beat me up...but it was pretty funny lol

Went the the Niagara Falls (#11 in the country, #1 locally) vs. Riverside (#2 locally)Basketball game at Buff. State. It was great! OMG they are amazing! I was def. cheering for NF! It was actually a close game they were tied all 3 quarters of the game..I was sooo worried! In the 4th NF kicked some ass!
There was some weird RiverSide supporter infront of me yelling like the WHOLE time, extermely loud...kinda pissed me off lol

There were def some intresting people there! Def. a lot of hott guys! I was lovin it! lol

.....oh yea......Niagara Falls WON!!!!! YAY!!!!

now I'm just doing my h/w....somehow can't find my Jane Eyre Notes to do my review sheet thing...............

yea...I'll get better stuff to update with later.....

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-02-15T17:46:00

2005-02-16T01:55:50Z

Well.....what to write

Oh I forgot! Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
Yesterday during spanish Senora Hozdic gave us spanish conversation hearts and Chelsea and I complained that they don't have one that says 'touch me'...so Chelsea made one for ma and one that said 'Julia is so fing hott'........lol I love chelsea...that made my Valentine's day

hummmmm today....i was super tired.....
In Religion we watched that movie about Jesus again...Jesus is kinda cute.....lol
Gym we played Badmitten or however you spell it....I love how "Ms." A takes gym so seriously...

When I got home I went to the cingular store with mis padres.....yea......there are 2 semi- hott guys who work there......hey guys guess what?!!? I'm gonna be getting a cell phone!!! YAY!!! my parents finally understand the importance of a social life...I think my mom feels bad cause i've been stressed out lately with the play and school and now I have this problem with my jaw or something that was caused because of the stress...yea....w/e.......but yea my dad is soo0o0o0o0o0 clueless when it comes to recent technology....it was pretty embarassing

hummmmm what else to write.......I'm not sure.....
Anyone wanna do anything this weekend? or next week cause we have off?!

I'll think of more to write later.....

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-02-14T16:46:00

2005-02-15T00:50:37Z

The song I'm listening kinda sparked this thought.....had to write it ........

I actually like started crying after the last performance! It was so sad! Cause I'm a pretty sentimental person and just the fact that we will never be together doing that show ever again was kinda sad.....and then when matt sang "Every Time We Say Goodbye"....yea that was sad.....

Awwwww this Jem song is kinda sad.....

Jem "I miss you"
I wish this could be
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
This day would come
Now all I'm feeling
Is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful
For the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
But I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
Just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
Stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I wouldn't cry

But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
Want you by my side

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die

And I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
Want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
Want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-02-14T16:29:00

2005-02-15T00:43:27Z

WOW! I haven't written in here in soo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o long!
oh I'm listening to like the greatest song ever..Jem "Come on Closer"..its a hott song...pretty dirrty though......

Well, today is Valentine's Day......I love the whole idea of Valentine's Day, but it just kinda sucks when you don't have a Valentine lol like in homeroom when the joes and canisus stuff was given out....lol yea but w/e..............

OMG! I can't believe that the play is over! It went by pretty fast! I love the great cast and crew we had this year....thanks guys for making this such a great experiance! I've had Cole Porter songs stuck in my head for like 2 months now! I just dunno what to do with myself now, without practices after school..i'm gonna miss those....I'm gonna miss lots of things like:
-Matt telling everyone when he has his pants of "Guys..I have my pants off...incase you were wondering......just to let you know..I have my pants off"
-Chelsea and Amanda static gurading my ass
-the stupid costumes
-my cute hats that I made Amanda pin like a million times
-Luke's cute-ness
-Chelsea being all hott and stuff
-everyone watching me when I'm changing
like when I went into that little closet thing and Kelly told everyone that they could watch me throught the little peep hole while i was putting my tights on lol yea.... and them telling Matt to look lol and then Kelly saying that it sparked my ambition to become a porn star....yea....
-seeing the guys shirtless.....well...some of them.....lol
-watching the budding romance between Matt and Lauren
-our changing situations lol

etc....I'm sure I'll think of more
I'm kinda sad the play is over..............we've put so much time into it and it just seems weird not to be doing it and being with everyone.....

hummmmm...what else to write.....not sure rite now....I'll write later when I think of stuff...

everyeone comment so I know if I should actually write in here more lol

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-01-25T14:27:00

2005-01-25T19:28:04Z

OMG Amanda just showed me how to get cute little smiley faces!!! Whoooo!!!!!!! :)

<3 Julia

I'll write later.....

gijewelz15 @ 2005-01-23T13:29:00

2005-01-23T21:40:48Z

Ugh I've been studying for mideterms all day!...kinda. Feeling a little stressed out rite now...just checked out the play practice schedual, I'm practically going to live in school.

I have my Lit. and Health Midterms tomorrow....then staying for a little bit w/ the Math teacher to ask questions for the math exam and then Dana and I are going to Ziggy's for lunch! Anyone wanna come w/? lol

I was on the phone with Michelle and Dana last night for a longgg time "studying". I love how in between studying we sing w/ the radio to 'My Boo' (we're so ghetto lol) and 'Beautiful Soul'....and then we study vocab for like 5 min and then start talking about other things...like making fun of Michelle for Cheerleading. And then they were making fun of me cause I can't pronounce any of the vocab words..such as: extant, temerity, abhor, inter, ominous and virtulent lol yea.......

Lately I've really felt like crap....
I wish I was smarter
I wish I was a better dancer and singer
I wish I could actually memorize my notes lol
I wish my life could be differnt
I wish I was a better friend
I wish I could actually be a happy/optomistic person
I wish people cared about me
I wish I could be prettier
I wish I was a lot skinner
I wish I could be more self-confident.....
................

But yea..I gotta get studying...otherwise I'm going to get even worse grades than I probably already have

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2005-01-21T17:14:00

2005-01-22T01:25:05Z

WOW Its been sooooo long since I've written in here....

I've been so stressed out lately with school and mid terms and stuff. Everything has been bothering me lately...its probably because I only got a few hours of sleep last night but w/e. Ugh went to Red Lobster today for dinner....not really a fan of the seafood....they have some hott guys who work there though so it was all good..and I wore my new 'Candies' boots, def cute!

http://www.geocities.com/whose_line_lover/story1a.jpg
Goran Visnjic on the cover of Crotian Magazine.... Isn't he like one the hottest guys?!

This was in Cara's livejournal so i decided to put it in here..fill it out....its nice to hear what people think of you.....:

01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Color eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think i'm good looking:
18. How would you describe me to someone:
19. Would you ever date me:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21. What do you like most about me:
22. If we could spend a day together, what would we do:
23. Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24. Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is:
27. Do you think i'll get married:
28. What makes me happy:
29. What makes me sad:
30. What reminds you of me:
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be:
32. When's the last time you saw me:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stonger/weaker or staying the same:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen:
35. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be:
39. Would you make a move on me:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:

Well I'm pretty bored..gonna go I'll write more later

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2004-12-04T16:22:00

2004-12-05T00:24:58Z

OMG WOW! I haven't updated this in soooo long!

Went shopping today, it kinda sucked....now i'm all tired and gonna eat my veggie burger lol I'll write later

Stole this from someone...kinda stupid...but whatever....
01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell me about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have you ever seen me cry:
12: what is something embarassing that i've done:
13: what do i usually look like when you see me:
14: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
15: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
16: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
17: is there a song that reminds you of me:
18: what makes you stay my friend:
19: what would you change about me if you could:
20: Who are you?:

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2004-11-07T15:39:00

2004-11-08T00:21:20Z

Well.....this was an interesting weekend......

Friday was actaully a really good day. Got a hug from a certain someone in the morning lol. But rite after school I went to a wake :( in my uniform. (the wake was for my Papa's best friend who was 90 years old) I was doing fine when I got there, his wife told me that I looked like a living doll lol I guess thats a compliment?! But then she left and then this nurse at the doctors office who got really attached to Freddie and treated him like her grnadpa came in and she was crying and I just lost it, I couldn't hold it back anymore. I love Freddie, he was such a great person. He was so cute, I'm going to miss him! After the wake we drove by DSW one of my fav shoe stores ever. So we went there to cheer me up, people were looking at me like I was really weird cause my face was all red from crying. But that made me feel a lot better...shoe shopping, my therapy. So I re-did my makeup (obviously) and we went to Tony Romas for dinner. Thats a cute resturant! Our waiter (Ryan) was sooooo cute! Def worth going back for lol.

Saturday I taught my 2nd grade Religion Class at St.Stephens with Dana (for service hours for school ugh!) I'm kinda starting to like those kids lol. Then after I went to this thing with Dana LMAO it was soooo funny! lol I'll write about it later! lol Then hung out at Dana's for a while and watched MANHUNT. Wow I love that show! Its this male model competition thing sooooo hott
There are some pretty hott guys on that show! Check em' out!:

Kevin O. (I'm like the only one who thinks hes hot but w/e) (the 1st pic isn't that hott, but he is!) http://www.bravotv.com/Manhunt/The_Models/Kevin_O/

Hunter http://www.bravotv.com/Manhunt/The_Models/Hunter/
extremely hott pic of Hunter http://www.bravotv.com/Manhunt/The_Models/Hunter/Gallery/Pic_8.shtml

Kevin P. http://www.bravotv.com/Manhunt/The_Models/Kevin_P/Gallery/Pic_4.shtml

Tate http://www.bravotv.com/Manhunt/The_Models/Tate/Gallery/Pic_9.shtml
etc.......

I love male models lol

OMG today I got my French Vanilla cappuccino from Tim Hortons.. It was great!
Then we did some minor shopping....I got pink tights! heheheheh I dunno if I'll ever wear them but I thought it was kinda cute! lol

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2004-09-04T23:58:00

2004-09-05T04:06:21Z

OMG!!! I got a French Vanilla Cappuccino from Tim Horton's today! It made my day! lol oh yea.. I also put some Burberry Brit perfume on at the mall! I love that stuff! lol

Blonde Moment:

GIJewelz15: i'm soooo thirsty
GIJewelz15: all we have is like orange juice
GIJewelz15: cause i 4got to put my poland spring bottled waters in the fridge lol
kmart318: haha use ice
GIJewelz15: =-O
GIJewelz15: good idea!!
kmart318: lol duh :-P

lol i'm so stupid

<3 Julia

gijewelz15 @ 2004-09-04T22:27:00

2004-09-05T02:57:27Z

Wow, I finally decided to write in here! whoo!
Yea, I did some minor shopping today, it was pretty fun. I got the cutest Calvin Klein underwear today!! Pretty exciting! We went to that Old Navy by Media Play in Buffalo and Woah! there are some pretty hott guys working there!!! and I saw 2 guys I usted to go to school with....yea....I'm def missing out. lol

Hey! I got my schedule the other day! :

(8:00)
Homeroom: 303
Period 1 - Religion
Period 2 - Chemistry
Period 3 - Spanish III
Period 4 - Study Hall (w/ Sr. Marcyann lol)(A,C,E Day)
Intro to Art (B,D,F Day)
Period 5 - Lit II
Period 6 - Math II
Period 7 - Lunch (OMG! I'm gonna die! Period 7 lunch def sucks!)
Period 8 - Gym (A,C Day)
Health (B,D,F Day)
Study Hall (E Day)
Period 9 - History (w/ Sr. Marcyann! whoo!)
(2:47)
Anyone have the same classes?!?!

Yea, well....thats it for now!

<3 *~Julia~* <3